Some of you may remember me. I used to be a regular contributor to this forum, until I suddenly dropped off the radar at the beginning of the year. Si, of E-Stim Systems, very kindly contacted me recently to see if I was still alive. So for anyone interested I thought I'd take this opportunity to explain my disappearance.
Towards the end of January, I succumbed to a nasty bout of Sepsis and was admitted to hospital in a very poorly state. Pretty soon I was locked in mortal combat with the Grim Reaper, who was in a piss poor mood and taking no prisoners. But I've fought this guy before and so long as you stand your ground and look him in the eye, he's a pushover.
For some time I was completely out of it, just surviving in a deluded, horrific version of reality. That girl out of The Ring, you know, the one with no face? Yeah, she was a regular visitor to my room.
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Inanimate objects would suddenly spring to life to commit the most sick, depraved acts. And there were little people living under my bed, some of whom I could feel moving under the sheets at night. The medical staff were all shape shifting aliens experimenting on my body with intent to do me harm. Hence I would violently refuse life saving medication and injections until I was forcibly held down.
After I managed to jump start the logic centres in my exhausted brain I knew all this shit wasn't real, but I had no choice other than to run with it until I could find a way out of the maze. Strange how the mind works. Eventually, after what seemed like an eternity, the cold light of sanity dawned and I knew I was gonna be ok. Thus began a new fight -- to get back home. Because once the NHS has got hold of you, it doesn't want to let you go. Ever. No wonder they've always got a shortage of hospital beds.
I couldn't simply discharge myself because I needed further help and a care package. But trying to align five different departments of the system is nigh on impossible, I can tell you, and hospitals are not the safest places to be when you are recovering because patient outcomes are secondary to covering their own asses. In the end I was forced to go on hunger strike to get the bleeders to sit up and take notice. Suddenly I was given 15 minutes notice that an ambulance was on its way to take me home and I've never been happier.
That's really just about it. I'm probably 90% recovered now but the experience has changed my outlook on life a little. I've been spending time pursuing hobbies, listening to good music, stopping to smell the roses, just enjoying the finer things in life we all take for granted. What I have done is drastically reduced my online time and taken a digital detox. Man, that feels good and frees the mind.
So although I'm still alive and kicking I don't spend much time online these days, which is why I have not been posting anywhere. I'm going to get back into it in due course, but in the meantime I'll try to answer any PMs and requests for my link to the Stimfile Archive. Sincere apologies to anyone who's been waiting for that - check your inbox.
Happy Stimming everyone!
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Stimaddict
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